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back to square one
i'm so sad and lost and i just want to leave |
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| you only want to talk to me if i have weed in my pocket or if i'm going to some party
you won't even talk to me long enough for me to ask how you are don't call yourself my friend,
i hate every one of you |
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| i hate and i hate and i hate and it feels so unnatural but love never did anything but let me down |
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| i feel like such a fucking fail
i can't even get my lazy ass up and go to school
it makes me so anxious
so does being in this house
when benjamin died something like flipped in me and i can't be here anymore
i'm so scared
like, what am i going to do after high school
if i make it
i feel like i've lost my support system
and all i have is robert
but that's my fault i guess
running away from my problems
is all i'm really good at
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